Sarah's treatment at Sponaugle Wellness Institute Sunshine Lyme: October 2013

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 67 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 67- 10/30/13

Weight: 109

11:30 AM: Triple Kill IV drip *LAST ONE YAY*

*For the first time in forever, I actually got good sleep last night.

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How do you feel generally?

I'm feeling sick and all my symptoms are still here, but I felt a little less exhausted today in the morning because I got sleep, but then that faded and I became very exhausted again.

Thoughts:

I'm doing a lot better during this round of kills compared to the last one.

I am so happy I am finally done with this kill protocol.

I am having a meeting with Dr. Sponaugle tomorrow, so I am excited to see what he says.

I went to a gluten free organic restaurant today ( first time I actually went to a place, sat down, and ate in a very long time).

Gluten free vegan tacos, yuuuum:

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 66 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 66- 10/29/13

11:30 AM: Triple Kill IV drips

**Could not make it to colonic appointment because I felt so sick and really needed the sleep

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse

Sore throat and raspy voice- worse

Fever-like feelings- worse

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

How do you feel generally?

Like death

Day 65 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 65- 10/28/13

10 AM: Upper cervical chiropractor- Dr. Hunt at Meyers Clinic in Clearwater

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Day 64 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 64- 10/25/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

NOON: Appointment with Dr. Crozier and Amy

All my neurochemistry and adrenals are shot.
My hormones got knocked down low
High glutamate, meaning I'm very over-electrified (my nervous system/brain is over-stimulated)
This is what happens when you kill. Mass amounts of toxins are being released from killing bacteria and busting biofilm, so it will do all types of things to your brain and levels.

3 PM: Dressing change at the hospital

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

My pulse is always in the high 90's, low 100's.

Day 63 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 63- 10/24/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip with some extra minerals in there to calm my brain.

Was INCREDIBLY over-electrified last night. I got no sleep and my whole brain and body was on fire and buzzing with electricity.

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- worse

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How do you feel generally?
Pretty terrible.
I took a detox bath with 2 cups Epsom salt, 1/2 cup of bentonite clay, 1 cup of apple cider vinegar, so that did help!

Green smoothie from the raw vegan cafe across the street, Rawkstar. Yum.

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 62 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 62- 10/23/13

11:30 AM: Triple kill IV drip

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 61 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 61- 10/22/13

10 AM: Colonic with Deobrah at Wellness from Within in Clearwater

11:30 AM: Triple kill IV drips

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- worse
Anxiety- worse

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse

Sore throat and raspy voice- worse

Fever-like feelings- worse

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Entire body feels heated up, throat burning, head itchy and burning (from Vancomycin)

How do you feel generally?

Very sick and terrible because of the triple kill. Feel very over-electrified from high levels of glutamate.

The vancomycin has to drip at a very slow rate, so they put one of these dials on there:

Day 60 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

10/21/13

10 AM: Upper cervical chiropractor- Dr. Hunt at Meyers Clinic in Clearwater

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling?

Very sick because my body is in major kill mode.

Was able to read a little bit of Pema Chodrons, The Places that Scare you. It is hard to read with all the neurological problems, so when I can do it, I get pretty happy:

Day 59 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 59- 10/18/13

11 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling?

Very sick. Getting kill drips next week!

Day 58 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 58- 10/17/13

10 AM: Upper cervical chiropractor- Dr. Hunt at Meyers Clinic in Clearwater

11:30 AM: Detox

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How do you feel right now?

I feel very sick

Sweet drops (chinese herbs used for lung health, that have a sweet taste) and lions mane mushroom capsules!

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Day 57 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 57- 10/16/13

Weight: 111 (WOO gained about 5 pounds)

11:30 AM: Detox IV + L-glutathione push+ another bag of fluids because I am feeling very sick today

NOON: Appointment with Dr. Crozier and nurse Amy

My hormones crashed/lowered (I dont have the numbers currently)
My levels for ochratoxin and trichothecene (from black mold) went way up. Before it was always coming back 0, even though my blood cells were ratcheted (only caused by mold toxicity). So the biofilm has been broken open and now mold and toxins are coming out of it, causing those mold levels to go up. This is also why I've been so nauseous.
my cd-57 went up to 34! The goal is to see it rise over 100, that normally indicates that their is no more active Lyme issue. So its a good sign to see it increase.
The fry test showed biofilm, lyme in the cyst form, and a bunch of protomyxzoa rheumatica. So there is still a lot going on, but progress has been made.
The fry test also showed major improvement with my red blood cells. My first test 11 weeks ago looked like tetris pieces with extreme ratcheting. This is caused by the mold toxicity. Now they are nice, normal, round healthy blood cells!
Dr. Crozier says I'm about 75% of the way there.
I'll be at the center for four more weeks. So I will be getting 4 more triple kills and 10 Alpha Lipoc Acid drips after the 4 kills because I have all this major neurological issues going on caused by Lyme and toxins in my brain. Two weeks for the triple kills and two weeks for the ALA's and detox.

So progress has definitely been made, its just slower than I thought. Four more weeks, here we go! Time to kick this disease in the teeth.

BOTTOM LINE SCHEDULE: This week I get detox IV drips, they doubled a lot of components in my bag to really pull things out because my body is having problems doing that. Four more weeks of treatment has been planned. Two weeks of triple kills with vancomycin (type of antibiotic). This means I will receive vit c, hydrogen peroxide, and vancomycin on Tuesday and Wednesday for the next two weeks. The rest of the days during those two kill weeks I will get a detox drip. Then the following two weeks, 11/4 and 11/11, I will get a total of 10 alpha lipoc acids to pull out the toxins from the fatty tissues in my brain and myelin sheaths.

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- same
Nausea - VERY BAD
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- worse

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

How do you feel in general?

Very pukey, nauseous. Very, very sick.

LAB RESULTS:

My fry test when I first got to the clinic on 7/29/13. Ratcheted mess:

Recent fry test after kill protocol. Nice and round!:

All that blue is biofilm. The biofilm surrounds and protects the Lyme, as well as sucks in various toxins like mold and co-infections. That bright blue spot with the white dot in the middle is lyme in the cyst form. All those little brightish blue spots are protomyxzoa rheumatica. In my old fry test, there was bartonella. That seems to have been cleared.

Thoughts:

Well I was hoping I would only need 12 weeks of treatment, but I have had these issues for 10 years and there's so many variables causing me to be sick. So naturally its going to take time. I'm glad that Dr.Crozier truly cares and wants to do this all the way through. Dr. Crozier himself has issues with lyme and co-infections, which is pretty cool to have someone who is sick themselves treat you. The dotors also treat themselves with the same IV's, so it just makes me feel better that they are personally vested into this.

I'm ready to get through these next 4 weeks. I was hoping so badly I didn't have to go through more kills and herxing, but honestly I've been through so much. What's 4 more weeks compared to ten years.

I'm just happy my body is responding, even though I am feeling so sick. It's still responding and doing its thing, so that's good. It's just not easy and I already knew it wouldn't be going into this. Four more weeks and I think I'll be feeling functional. I am excited for the day I can go for a walk around the block and take a shower standing up. Kicking this condition in the faaaace. Woo.

FUNDRAISER: Thank you to all the kind strangers and loved ones who have donated to my treatment. My fundraiser goal is set for the cost of 12 weeks and now we need to raise money for 4 more. So please share the page with whomever and where you can! Even if you can't donate, just helping it circulate throughout the internet helps so much. www.youcaring.com/curesarah

Light sensitivity and my puke bucket:

Day 56 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 56- 10/15/13

Changed estrogen patch
10 AM: Colonic at Wellness from Within with Deborah
11:30 AM: Detox IV

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- worse

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - VERY BAD
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Generally how are you feeling?
My stomach, nausea, and vertigo has been so bad these past two weeks.

Day 55 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 55- 10/14/13

This is a detox week!

10 AM: Upper cervical chiropractor with Dr Hunt at Mayer clinic in clearwater, florida.

I am holding about 90% of my adjustments, which is surprising and great considering my weakened condition
I am not getting any relief from this yet because my entire body is inflamed and my nerves are angry. Once this systemic/bacterial/chemical/brain gets sorted out, then I should actually feel the benefits of having a nice aligned axis.

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Generally how are you feeling?

Feeling really awful. My body is definitely killing, feeling very flu-like. Vertigo is full swing. All my symptoms are flared up. Everything is terrible. It's like my brain is on fire.

Getting my drip, its a pajama pants kind of day. When you feel this terrible you need 100% comfy attire:

Day 54 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 54- 10/11/13

10 AM: Dressing change and blood work at the hospital

11:30 AM: healing drip + detox IV drip

Pulls toxins from the fatty tissues in the brain and myelin sheath

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- worse
Anxiety- worse

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- worse

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?
My body is going through some intense stuff right now. Just went through 4 weeks of the 'kill protocol' and this ALA tends to make my neurological symptoms go bonkers because its pulling out so much. Last time, I didn't feel better with the ALA until the 10th one. Then I felt the most decent I have ever felt in 10 years. So yeah feeling really terrible, feverish, just all around really hell-ish.

Wheelchair time at the hospital:

At the hospital, in the infusion room:

Bandage changing supplies!:

Day 53 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 53- 10/10/13

11:30 Am: Healing IV drip

Pulls toxins from the fatty tissues in the brain and myelin sheath

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Do I feel any improvement in general?

Right now I am feeling very sick because I just had 4 weeks of the kill protocol. So now my body is in a kill mode still, even though I am no longer getting those IV drips. It will be like this for a while. There is probably mold and other lovely little things flooding my bloodstream that was kept inside the biofilm, since the biofilm is now broken up.

Thoughts:

Having neurological Lyme symptoms is like being on the craziest type of drug that isn’t even in existence yet. Everything feels terrible and Intense and nothing looks right. Everything looks brighter and duller then it really is. It’s like the walls are breathing.

Day 52 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 52- 10/9/13

11:30 AM: Healing IV drip

pulls toxins from the fatty tissues in the brain and myelin sheath

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- worse

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?

The vertigo has been very terrible.

Day 51 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 51- 10/8/13

10 AM: Colonic at Wellness from Within with Deborah

11:30 AM: Healing IV drip- pulls toxins from the fatty tissues in the brain and myelin sheath
Big bag of detox

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- worse

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

I can’t walk straight. Everything’s spinning. I’m so weak that I can barely lift my phone.

Do I feel any improvement in general?

Thoughts:

Tired. Very weak and sick. I can't wait to get past all of this.

Day 50 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 50- 10/7/13

10 AM: Upper Cervical Chiropractor, Dr Hunt

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

11:30 AM: Appointment with Dr. Crozier and Amy

Nothing too significant
My levels are all out of whack because I was in the kill protocol last week
My epinephrine was 1, basically meaning I had no adrenaline. No wonder why I was like a zombie and barely able to get out of bed.

Got my fry test done today. We will go over the results next Wednesday. This visually shows the blood cells, biofilm, bugs, etc in the blood. So this will show if the vit c and hydrogen peroxide has broken through the biofilm and whats left in my blood.

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Day 49 at Sponaugle Wellness Instute

Day 49- 10/3/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Friday, October 4, 2013

General overview so far- 10 weeks into treatment

I am in my 10th week of treatment.

I had to detox for 6 weeks because I was very toxic and started the kill protocol on the 7th week.

The first few week I really didn't feel much. Then when I started the alpha lipoic acid, things started really moving. It made my neurological symptoms flare up big time. One of my symptoms is that I see these bright, electrified looking colors floating around wherever I look. So it will be overlaying on whatever surface I am looking at. My arm, a bed, the wall, etc. So yeah it was a light show and my emotions went crazy.

The blood testing showed the ALA was pulling major lyme and toxins out of my brain. By the 10th ALA, I was feeling really good actually. As good as one can feel with having about 6 diseases in your blood. I was able to go for a short walk around the block, so that is a major improvement. That was the best I have felt in a long, long time.

My labs showed a major improvement with my hormones and they are now normalized. Before the ALA, the synthetic hormones were not raising my hormone levels. Once the toxins and Lyme was pulled out of my brain, it was able to convert hormones properly. My estradiol, which can cause breast cancer, use to be high and after the ALA it lowered a lot. So definitely a lot of improvements.

When I started the kill, they give you smaller doses of just vitamin c and then work you up to a double or triple kill. The first bag of vitamin c set me off right away. I started seeing colors like crazy and feeling sick.

I herxed pretty hard throughout the 4 weeks of the kill. I was given an extra week of kill, majority of patients only do 3 weeks. My brain is gunked up and I feel terrible. I am excited for this post-kill protocol detox! If I felt pretty good with the ALA before the kill drips, then I can only imagine how I will feel with the ALA next week. I'm excited!!

So now I am just detoxing out. I am taking the fry test Monday and we will see how my blood is looking. If the biofilm is broken up and my levels are normalizing, then I'll be out of here in two weeks!

If anyone has any questions about the center feel free to message me.

FUNDRAISER: Thanks to the kindness of strangers and family we have raised 21,972 dollars! That means we need 14,028 left. We can definitely raise this amount. I only have two weeks left, so please spread this link around wherever you can. Link: www.youcaring.com/curesarah.

Day 48 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 48- 10/3/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV

I didn't take my lyrica for a whole day and then took it at night the next day. It completely messed me up. NEVER MISS A DOSE. I was seeing double today and couldn't walk straight. My eyes were halfway closed the entire time. I was feeling really bad and incredibly drugged.

After getting a nice big bag of detox I am feeling a lot better.

Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- better

Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression- same
Anxiety- same

When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same

Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-better

Sore throat and raspy voice- same

Fever-like feelings- same

Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Do I feel any improvement in general?

Well I had antibiotics and two triple kills this week. So still feeling bad and everything is out of whack. As I continue detoxing, I should be feeling better and better.

Thoughts:

I'm so happy that the kill protocol is done. Made me absolutely miserable and so sick. I am excited to get more ALA next week. I love that stuff, even if it makes me neurological symptoms go bonkers because its pulling lyme and toxins out of my brain. I don't mind because I want that stuff to get pulled out. It makes me feel so much better though after getting a week of them. Before the kill protocol I got 10 ALA's and by the 10th one I was able to actually go for a walk around the block :o. I even went out with a friend and sat by the pool. So that is a huge deal. Its difficult for me just to walk to the bathroom.

It's going to be a whole process to get to a place where I feel really good, but I am determined. After treatment, I have to stick to a protocol and do everything I can to heal and rebuild myself. I'm just ready to live a real life. To actually have choices and be able to do all the normal people things like cooking, driving, able to take a shower with ease, walking, going to school, etc.

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