Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Day 87 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 87- 12/4/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling overall?
My symptoms are here, but I'm still feeling improvement. VERY tired though because I didn't get much sleep last night. I think getting my body into a normal sleep cycle will take time and probably be really annoying haha. I'm happy to have another day though where my symptoms feel less severe.

Thoughts:
Tomorrow I have an appointment with nurse Amy, so we will see some new lab results! 

Donation page: www.youcaring.com/curesarah

Day 86 at Sponaugle Wellness Instiute

12/3/13

10 AM: Colonics with Deborah at Wellness from Within

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

BP : 112.0 / 83.0 mmHg
Pulse rate: 104.0 bpm

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- better
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling overall?
All my symptoms are here as you can see, but they are lessened. I'm still have problems sleeping though, so that makes me extra tired then I usually am. 

Thoughts:

What I find really cool is that my symptoms always match up with the lab results. If I feel really tired, or really depressed, almost manic, or really nauseous. Then it always shows in the tests. My serotonin will be incredibly low (depression) or it will be VERY high (manic) and whenever I felt really nauseous, mold always shot up in my tests.

It just makes you feel less crazy when you feel a certain way and then the tests come back and the doctor can actually see with numbers why you were feeling that way.

I'm happy to feel improvement this week. That's how you have to take this type of thing. It's not as simple as, oh here we go,  now I'm getting better this is it. It's a matter of having just a good day and how many can i have and will the bad days lessen. So I'm having decent past few days!


Day 85 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

12/2/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

BP: 97.0 / 76.0 mmHg
Pulse rate: 82.0 bpm

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- better
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- better
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- better
Depression-  better
Anxiety- better
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- better
Fever-like feelings- better
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling in general?
I'm feeling improvement and a lot stronger. I can stand for longer periods of times and it's easier to walk.


Thanksgiving break- 25th to the 29th

For the first few days of the break, I definitely caught something and felt really bad. I had a fever and couldn't get out of bed.

A few days later though I felt much better and was able to even hang out with a friend. Normally if I caught something, I would be sick for weeks and weeks. So my immune system is definitely so much stronger because of this treatment.

So that is exciting news.

I did a neurochemistry test over the break, so I'm curious to see what it looks like without any drips.

Day 84 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 84- 11/22/13

11 AM: Detox drips

Noon: Appointment with Amy

It appears a lot more toxins and mold got pulled out, so it's making me not feel as good and caused my hormones to drop down again.

My body went into a little kill, toxins took a shot at my pituitary and gut, which shut down my hormones and made my ammonia go way up.

I'm at menopausal  hormone levels again and my GABA dropped down low.

My CD-57 went from 24 to 37, so that is good. It needs to be over 100, but it means the Lyme is becoming less and less of a problem.

I'm a severe case and have been sick for 10 years with an incredibly thick biofilm wrapped around the bacteria. So this type of thing is expected and will happen. Fixing such a severe bacterial infection is not an easy road. Adjustments have been made to my supplements and I'll continue detox drips, which will help get my body normal.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- better
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- better
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling overall?
Feeling not so great because of the mold and toxin hit.

Day 79 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

11/15/13

11:00- Detox IV drip
NOON: Appointment with Amy and Dr. Sponaugle.
2 pm: Bandage change at hospital

My levels are improving! We are going to continue to detox.

Dr.Sponaugle looked at how my glutamine was converting to PEA and not glutamate. So my glutamine was one of the lowest he has ever seen, but my glutamate wasn't sky rocketing, yet I still felt over-electrifeid and this is why! So he knew how to fix that and adjusted my bags accordingly and after that, I started to feel improvement. I've never seen a doctor look at all these variables and put it all together in that way and then be able to get the body to convert properly just by changing the ratios in your IV drips.

I also started a supplement to help heal my leaky gut.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- better
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- better
Depression-  better
Anxiety- better
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- better
Fever-like feelings- better
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same


Blood drawn at the hopsital:

Day 76 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

11/12/13

11:30- Detox IV drip

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- better
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- better
Depression-  better
Anxiety- better
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- better
Fever-like feelings- better
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling overall?
Still feeling improvement, but about the same as the past few days.




Day 74 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 74- 11/8/13

11:30 AM- Detox
 Appointment with Nurse Amy: My cd-57 went up about 10 points (which is good). Things are looking better, but my hormones and neurochemistry is still whacky. This will improve as I continue to detox.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

**Able to read today
** Able to go to the grocery store today
Fatigue/exhausted- better
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- better
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- better
Muscle pain (everywhere)- better
Joint pain (all of them)- better
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- better
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-better
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling overall?
Still feeling improvement



Getting bandages for picc line changed at the hospital:


Thursday, November 7, 2013

Day 73 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 73- 11/7/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

**Able to read today, woo!
**Able to cook today yay!
Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling overall?
I am still feeling improvement like the last few days. Though today my entire head/eyes/ears feels flared up/inflamed. I did get very disturbed sleep, so that's probably why.

Thoughts:

I am feeling excited that I'm feeling improvement this week. It should just keep getting better from here and even though its up and down throughout the day, the down should become less frequent!

My friend Ricky sent me this awesome book, it has a beautiful cover. It's called The King in the Window. It's awesome so far. This also means that I'M ABLE TO READ WOOO.





Made a almond flour crust pizza with fresh whole vegetables. No cheese. So delicious.

Day 72 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 72-  11/6/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- better
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- better
Depression-  better
Anxiety- better
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- better
Fever-like feelings- better
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling overall?
It's up and down, but definitely big improvement. Very excited.


*feeling improvement* Day 71 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 71- 11/5/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- better
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- better
Brain fog- better
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- better
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-better
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- better
Depression-  better
Anxiety- better
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- better
Fever-like feelings- better
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling in general?
Improvement actually! Which is very exciting. Feeling very positive as well.

Thoughts:

Changing my eating habits and the detox drips has been helping me so much. I’m eating basically vegan and eating as much raw food as I want. Lots of smoothies!

Only whole foods and no processed food.

Little to no grain (because of leaky gut) but sometimes brown rice if my body wants it.

Eating fermented foods and taking probiotics because my entire digestive tract is hella messed up. I made my own sauerkraut yum.

As I get healthier and detoxed out, maybe I’ll include eggs and some grass fed meats. But for now this is working wonderfully! Plus meat, cheese, wheat make me SOOOOO sick currently.  Whole foods, plant based diets are where it’s at woop woop


Day 70 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 70- 11/4/13

2 PM: Detox IV drip

4 PM: Dr. Sponaugle gave a wonderful lecture on brain chemistry and toxicity. I didn't last too long because I was feeling so tired, but me and my dad love listening to his science and lectures. A lot of it is research that isn't in America, but in Europe. Some of it is his own findings and research. He spends weekends finding new research, so that is what makes this center so cool. Is that he is always updating his treatments based on new findings that will make the treatment more effective.


Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same







Day 69 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 69- 11/2/13


11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

2 PM: Picc line bandages changed at hospital

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling in general?
Still the same, but the drips are hard at working pulling out all the toxins.



Day 68 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 68- 10/31/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Noon: Appointment with Dr. Sponaugle and Nurse Amy

  • Basically my labs show that I'm very toxic, so I just need to detox and that should pull toxins out and then I will start feeling better

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same





Wednesday, October 30, 2013

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 67 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 67- 10/30/13

Weight: 109

11:30 AM: Triple Kill IV drip *LAST ONE YAY*


*For the first time in forever, I actually got good sleep last night.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How do you feel generally?
I'm feeling sick and all my symptoms are still here, but I felt a little less exhausted today in the morning because I got sleep, but then that faded and I became very exhausted again.


Thoughts:
I'm doing a lot better during this round of kills compared to the last one.

I am so happy I am finally done with this kill protocol.

I am having a meeting with Dr. Sponaugle tomorrow, so I am excited to see what he says.

I went to a gluten free organic restaurant today ( first time I actually went to a place, sat down, and ate in a very long time).





Gluten free vegan tacos, yuuuum:

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 66 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 66- 10/29/13

11:30 AM: Triple Kill IV drips

**Could not make it to colonic appointment because I felt so sick and really needed the sleep

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse


How do you feel generally?
Like death


Day 65 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 65- 10/28/13

10 AM: Upper cervical chiropractor- Dr. Hunt at Meyers Clinic in Clearwater

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip


Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Day 64 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 64- 10/25/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

NOON: Appointment with Dr. Crozier and Amy

  • All my neurochemistry and adrenals are shot. 
  • My hormones got knocked down low
  • High glutamate, meaning I'm very over-electrified (my nervous system/brain is over-stimulated)
  • This is what happens when you kill. Mass amounts of toxins are being released from killing bacteria and busting biofilm, so it will do all types of things to your brain and levels.
3 PM: Dressing change at the hospital


Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

My pulse is always in the high 90's, low 100's. 







Day 63 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 63- 10/24/13

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip with some extra minerals in there to calm my brain.

Was INCREDIBLY over-electrified last night. I got no sleep and my whole brain and body was on fire and buzzing with electricity.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How do you feel generally?
Pretty terrible.
I took a detox bath with 2 cups Epsom salt, 1/2 cup of bentonite clay, 1 cup of apple cider vinegar, so that did help!

Green smoothie from the raw vegan cafe across the street, Rawkstar. Yum.



KILL PROTOCOL: Day 62 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 62- 10/23/13


11:30 AM: Triple kill IV drip

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same


KILL PROTOCOL: Day 61 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 61- 10/22/13


10 AM: Colonic with Deobrah at Wellness from Within in Clearwater

11:30 AM: Triple kill IV drips

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse
Entire body feels heated up, throat burning, head itchy and burning (from Vancomycin)

How do you feel generally?
Very sick and terrible because of the triple kill. Feel very over-electrified from high levels of glutamate.



The vancomycin has to drip at a very slow rate, so they put one of these dials on there:





Day 60 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

10/21/13

10 AM: Upper cervical chiropractor- Dr. Hunt at Meyers Clinic in Clearwater

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling?
Very sick because my body is in major kill mode. 


Was able to read a little bit of Pema Chodrons, The Places that Scare you. It is hard to read with all the neurological problems, so when I can do it, I get pretty happy:



Day 59 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 59- 10/18/13

11 AM: Detox IV drip

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

How are you feeling?
Very sick. Getting kill drips next week!