10 AM: Dressing change and blood drawn at hospital
11:30 AM: Big bag of Detox IV with some extra fluids to make me feel better
Symptoms / Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- worse
Anxiety- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression- worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse
Do I feel any improvement in general?
I'm in a major kill right now so I feel REALLY terrible. This is expected.
Thoughts:
Man my body is herxing. I had to be in a wheelchair at the hospital because I couldn’t walk around like that.
Then at the center, Chris the IV tech had to walk me to the drip room . Then I just got a blanket and laid out across a few recliners sideways and curled up inside the blanket and hid.
I cried a little. It’s okay though.
I’ve been way sicker than this and I wasn’t even healing. At least now I’m sick, but I’m healing and getting treatment. So it’s definitely a good thing.
Plus when I was just pumped with antibiotics, I was not given any medication, detox, or supplements to help with the herxing and remove toxins. This was when I was 16 years old. The herxing was the most intense pain I think even exists. My entire body locked up for hours and it was like being hit by two trucks. At least at the clinic they know what they are doing and prevent this.
I was given a giant bag of detox, with extra goodness(vitamins and natural stuff) added to make me feel better. Plus a big bag of fluids to hydrate me and make me feel better. I was very dehydrated.
I really want to use this experience and turn it into art. Make songs, videos, paintings about it all. I’m just too sick hah. I guess soon enough I’ll be able to do all of that! Right now it’s laying down, healing, writing down my ideas and wishes time.
The patients at the center are so sweet. They all comforted me. Held my hand. One girl gave me a pillow and she’s in a wheelchair.
The patients at the center are so sweet. They all comforted me. Held my hand. One girl gave me a pillow and she’s in a wheelchair.
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Wheelchair fun:
Silly dad
Vials for all the bloodwork:
If you are squeamish with blood then don't look at this picture:
Getting my dressing changed. So weird looking:
