Sunday, September 29, 2013

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 44

                                     Day 44- 9/27/13

10 AM: Dressing change and blood work done at the hospital

  • While getting my bandages changed at the hospital, the nurse pulled out the line just a bit so now my arm hurts a lot and the bandage is pressing down and tugging at the line/insertion site. The insertion site is burning and tender, but not infected.
  •  Just irritated because the nurse was careless when she was changing my bandage. I have never had her before. The nurse that normally does my bandage change does it perfectly.
11:30 AM: Detox IV + antibiotic



Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- better
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-better
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same


Do I feel any improvement in general?
I'm still feeling crappy because i'm in the kill mode. I am writing this now on 9/29/13, so I can say that this weekend was brutal. Feeling very sick.



Friday, September 27, 2013

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 43 At Sponaugle Wellness Institute


Day 43-9/12/13

Changed estrogen patch

1 PM: Detox IV + antibiotic

4:15 PM: Appointment with Dr. Crozier and Amy

  • My estradiol lowered. It was quite high. This can cause breast cancer, so this is a good thing.
  • My CD-57 was 18 and now went up to 25. The lower the number indicates that you probably have a lot of Lyme. As the number goes up, lyme patients seem to improve. So they use this marker as an indicator of where you are at with the chronic Lyme.
  • A lot of my levels are improving and balancing out.
  • I still have the high ammonia 
  • We are waiting for the neurochemistry and mold test to come back
  • I am going to get another triple kill next tuesday and wednesday
  • Then the week of 10/7 I will have a week of detox
  • Then the following week, 10/14 I will get a week of Alpha Lipoic Acid because I have early stage of MS. So we need to clean out and protect the myelin sheaths of the nerves and the brain. The ALA does an excellent job of this.
  • Next monday I will be starting purify. This is to kill the protomyxzoa rheumatica that I have. If you have a lot of protomyxzoa rheumatica, then this will make you really sick. It's quite aggressive when you are killing it. If I don't have too much, then it should be okay. 
I was assigned a bunch of supplements specifically for the kill. They all boost the immune system, help with inflammation caused by the killing, and get your body prepped for this.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?

Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- better
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-better
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Do I feel any improvement in general?
I was feeling a little better, I guess my body was winding down from the big kill. After the antibiotic though I'm feeling a little herxy. Bad bad migraine and lots of pain. My mind is racing.

Thoughts:

I am very happy that my blood work is improving and also showing signs that I am breaking up a lot of biofilm. Also super happy to see my cd-57 drop and then go up. That means there is killing going on.

I really do not look forward to two more triple kills and the purify. It will be over soon though. It's only temporary. 

Thanks to everyone who has been reading my blog, donating, and supporting me. You're all fantastic people. 

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KILL PROTOCOL: Day 42 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                                          Day 42- 9/25/13

1 AM: Triple kill


Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- better
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-same
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Do I feel any improvement in general?
I feel better than friday/the weekend. I was really bad then. I'm still herxing though.


                                                     Chris the IV tech flashing the peace sign:



                                                     All these bags are for me:




KILL PROTOCOL: Day 41 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                                                Day 41- 9/24/13

10 AM: Colonic

11:30 AM: Triple Kill


Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse


Do I feel any improvement in general?
I'm in a major kill right now so I feel terrible. This is expected.

Thoughts:

I felt so bad after this drip. The vit c made me shiver so badly. I had multiple blankets on me and my hoodie. Then my pule went incredibly high and my chest felt so tight.  

Busting that biofilm, killing those bugs!



                                                               Triple kill eskimo:

Me completely underneath the blanket.I was so cold and the lights were way too bright for my sensitive brain:





                                            Saline:

sick sick sick sick



KILL PROTOCOL: Day 40 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                             Day 40- 9/23/13


10 AM: Upper Cervical Chiropractor at Mayers Chiropractic with Dr. Hunt

11:30 AM: Detox IV

THE WEEKEND WAS SO BRUTAL. Herxing hard.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?
I'm in a major kill right now so I feel terrible. This is expected.



KILL PROTOCOL: Day 39 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                                    Day 39- 9/20/13

10 AM: Dressing change and blood drawn at hospital
11:30 AM: Big bag of Detox IV with some extra fluids to make me feel better

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?
I'm in a major kill right now so I feel REALLY terrible. This is expected.

Thoughts

Man my body is herxing. I had to be in a wheelchair at the hospital because I couldn’t walk around like that.
Then at the center, Chris the IV tech had to walk me to the drip room . Then I just got a blanket and laid out across a few recliners sideways and curled up inside the blanket and hid.
I cried a little. It’s okay though.
I’ve been way sicker than this and I wasn’t even healing. At least now I’m sick, but I’m healing and getting treatment. So it’s definitely a good thing.
Plus when I was just pumped with antibiotics, I was not given any medication, detox, or supplements to help with the herxing and remove toxins. This was when I was 16 years old. The herxing was the most intense pain I think even exists. My entire body locked up for hours and it was like being hit by two trucks. At least at the clinic they know what they are doing and prevent this.
I was given a giant bag of detox, with extra goodness(vitamins and natural stuff) added to make me feel better. Plus a big bag of fluids to hydrate me and make me feel better. I was very dehydrated.
I really want to use this experience and turn it into art. Make songs, videos, paintings about it all. I’m just too sick hah. I guess soon enough I’ll be able to do all of that! Right now it’s laying down, healing, writing down my ideas and wishes time.

The patients at the center are so sweet. They all comforted me. Held my hand. One girl gave me a pillow and she’s in a wheelchair.
UPDATE ON FUNDRAISER: we need to raise 10,000 more by October 31st! So please spread the word. 
Wheelchair fun:


Silly dad

Vials for all the bloodwork:

If you are squeamish with blood then don't look at this picture:

Getting my dressing changed. So weird looking:









KILL PROTOCOL: Day 38 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                            Day 38- 9/19/13

Changed estrogen patch

11:30 AM: Detox IV + antibiotic

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?
I'm in a major kill right now so I feel terrible. This is expected.

Thoughts:
My migraine and light sensitivity is so bad that I had I wear sunglasses inside the center hah. You will see various patients wearing sunglasses for this reason too.
I feel so bad agh. It’s like there’s vices all over my body, squeezing, and my head is inside a hot air balloon. I feel like this 24/7, but it’s 15x worse right now.
Which is actually Awesome because its killing all the various bugs, parasites, protozoas in meee. 
This cool guy Matthew, a patient at the center, gave me a DVD called the living matrix. It’s scientifically breaking down energy work and how it heals. Super cool.
Wendy and her sister are Mennonites and they are so sweet. Wendy draws beautiful flowers. Her mom brought in this photo album that is filled with get well cards from their church and family sent to Wendy. It's so nice to see things like that.
I’m just going to lay here for a while because I’m too weak to move.
We now need to raise 12,000 in about 4-6 weeks! Lets keep it going woo.


Oooh light sensitivity. You're so fun:








KILL PROTOCOL: Day 37 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                                                        Day 37 9/18/13


9 AM: Colonic with Deborah at Wellness From Within

10:30 AM: Triple kill IV
  • This busts open the biofilm that surrounds the lyme bacteria. 
  • Now that the biofilm is being opened, the antibiotic can come in and kill the bacteria.
  • The biofilm protects the bacteria and anything else sucked into it. So it makes it antibiotic resistant. Unless you break this biofilm open, then being pumped with antibiotics renders useless because it wont get through the protective coating.
  • This is why majority of us chronic lymies have gone through intense antibiotic therapy and are still very sick.



NEW PRESCRIPTION: Lactolose. I have high levels on ammonia, its kind of on that border of it becoming a real problem and damaging my liver. So this lactolose draws out the ammonia. When you are killing bacteria, the bad bacteria releases a lot of ammonia. So it is important to decrease those ammonia levels.

I'm in a major kill right now so I feel terrible. This is expected.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- worse
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - worse
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- worse
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- worse
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- worse
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- worse
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?
I'm in a major kill right now so I feel terrible. This is expected.


Thoughts:
I'm glad that I'm feeling so terrible. I hope I'm really busting biofilm and killing these bugs.

I gave a fellow patient, Rachel, some almond bread that I baked for her last night. She is having tons of stomach problems like me and one of the few foods I could tolerate was the almond flour bread that I bake. Now I am able to eat a little more varied foods. 
This poor woman named Jen has been dry heaving everyday. So I was done with my drip and she started dry heaving and her heart was going crazy and she was slumped over and looked so terrible. So I clamped my bag and picc line, unhooked myself, and went over to her and held her hand. I comforted her for a while and then got the nurses attention so she can be given some medication to help her. Poor thing.

Triple kill juice:


Jen the nurse is a silly lady:


I look so sick and messed up hah:


Tuesday, September 17, 2013

KILL PROTOCOL: Day 36 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

Day 36 9/17/13

Weight: 110 (I gained a couple of pounds woo)


10:30 AM: Appointment with Dr Crozier

  • Not too much has changed since the visit last week.
  • My mold is still at 0 even though my blood cells are ratcheted from mold damage. Its most likely because I have only gotten the mold test a few times, so when the mold was being pulled and released, they did not catch it because I was not tested. So this means that I had mold in my system, but it has been cleared out of my body and my blood cells should return back to a healthy circular shape!
  • My glutamate is still very high. So my brain/nervous system is still over-electrified and yah I know that's true because of my symptoms and how I feel.

11 AM: Triple kill IV drips.
  • I do feel even more tired and really weird. I'm also on lyrica which will block the pain, keep my brain from being over-electrified, and make me feel all drunky. 

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- same
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- same
Brain fog- same
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- same
Joint pain (all of them)- same
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- same
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- same
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain, high cortisol, low progesterone, etc)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- same
Depression-  same
Anxiety- same
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-same
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- same
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): same

Do I feel any improvement in general?
I had a triple kill today, so not feeling too peachy. After this round of kill and when i start detoxing, I think I will feel so much better.

Thoughts:

Today was a lot of fun actually. It was like a party in the drip room today. At least the sick people version of a party. Just a lot of positive interactions and conversation. Karen and Eric's adorable daughter Olivia came by today. I think she is 4 years old? She is the cutest thing and looks like shirley temple. She cheers up the patients and brightens up the room for sure.

One woman did get so sick and started to vomit and cry. It's terrible to see these things and you just want to reach out and help, but you're stuck to an IV pole. At least being at the center, even when people are really sick, we all know they will get better and heal. That it's only temporary.

UPDATE ON FUNDRAISER:  We have reached the 18,000 mark and the anonymous donor will present the 5k to me next week! Now we have 13,000 left to raise! If we can get 13,000 people to donate a dollar, then my treatment will be paid for. This can definitely be done through the internet! So please share my page at www.youcaring.com/curesarah and thank you to all who have donated and offered their support. I really can't thank you all enough. This is my chance to have a life!

The three bags I received today to kill those buggers:






Monday, September 16, 2013

Day 35 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                                   Day 35 9/16/13

Weight: 110
Height: 5'5

10 AM: Upper cervical chiropractor at Mayer Chiropractic with Dr. Julie Mayer Hunt

  • I'm holding 90% of my adjusment. Dr. Hunt was very surprised because my body is under such attack, so that's very good news.
  • Since it did move a bit she gave me another adjustment

11:30 AM: Detox IV drip

Tomorrow I start my first triple kill. That is three separate bags of vitamin c, hydrogen peroxide, and an antibiotic. This will really kill the various types of bacteria in my body. If I handle this okay then I will get another one Wednesday and then detox the rest of the week. If I do fine with all of that, they may give me one more the following week. It depends if I need it or  not.

NEW MEDICATION:
I received and started my Lyrica today. It's important to take this because it will decrease the over-electrification of my body. Right now my brain and nervous system is already over-electrified/stimulated and as I'm killing the bacteria and biofilm will release more toxins and chemicals to make me even more electrified. This is why people get so sick when they are killing a serious infection like this, also called the herx heimer reaction. So to ease that herxing and also prevent seizures and any really bad effects, they have us on lyrica for the duration of the kill process. The goal is to only give pharmaceutical drugs when needed and is temporary.

The lyrica is known to make people feel a little drunk and drowsy. Medication really effects me and yeah I feel pretty silly/drunk/drowsy right now. I honestly rather feel out of it then in the extreme pain that I have been in before I took this haha. I can't stop watching science documentaries, especially ones about the ocean. David Attenborough is the man.


Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain, high cortisol, low progesterone, etc)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in severity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?
Right now I'm in the kill process and my body is in kill bacteria mode. So of course I just feel exhausted and sick. So in a way that IS improvement because it means my body is really killing stuff.



UPDATE ON FUNDRAISER: A gracious and wonderful anonymous donor will donate 5k to the fund if everyone can raise 18,000 by the 20th which is this Friday! We are currently at 17,342. So we need 658 more to get that extra 5k!! So please spread my page to whomever and where ever you can. It's at www.youcaring.com/curesarah. I'm also selling a book of my sketches for donations at http://www.zibbet.com/CureSarah.




Friday, September 13, 2013

Day 34 at Sponaugle Wellness Insitute

Day 34- 9/13/13

10:30 AM: Dressing change + blood drawn at hospital

11:15 AM: Appointment with nurse Amy.

  • My amino acids are now starting to go up which is great. This means that my gut is healing and can absorb nutrients better.
  • My dopamine went up, which is great news because I had very low dopamine.
  • I do have very high excitatory chemicals right now, meaning my brain is over-electrified. This is expected though and thats why I am now prescribed lyrica.
  • My hormones are all normal levels, though I still need to continue the hormone medications.
  • My cd-57 is jumping up and down, which indicates that my body is killing Lyme and there is Lyme in my system.
  • All in all, everything is progressing.


11: 30 AM: Detox IV drip

New prescriptions:
 Lyrica- this is to tone down the over-electrification of the brain. Many of us, including myself, have over-electrified brains to begin with because of toxicity and bacterial infection. So when you start killing bacteria, toxicity, mold, bacteria, is going to flood your system. This will cause a spike in excitatory  chemicals in the brain like glutamate, epinephrine, ammonia, etc. So to prevent seizures or other bad damaging effects, you have to keep down that over-electrification of the brain.

Lactolose: This will draw out the elevated ammonia levels.

I'm now down to one estrogen patch! I have a bigger patch and a small patch. I now only have to wear the smaller, .1 mg patch. This is very exciting news because that means enough toxins were pulled out of my brain, so my body is now naturally making estrogen.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain, high cortisol, low progesterone, etc)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in serverity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse


Do I feel any improvement in general?
My body is now in kill mode, so I do feel worse. I am very exhausted. I took another 4 hour nap after drips and I'm still exhausted hah. This is all expected though,.

Thoughts:

I am excited to start the triple kill next week. That is when I will get a full bag of vitamin c, hydrogen peroxide, and an antibiotic. All in that order, one after the other. 

I'm sure this will make me herx big time, but I'm ready to take it on!


I learned some fascinating news today from a fellow patient, whose last day was today. He has brain trauma, Lyme, and mold. When he first got here he had to wear sunglasses at all times because of his light sensitivity. He has trigeminal neuralgia, which is known as the suicide disease because it is considered one of the most painful conditions a human can have and most people end up killing themselves because they can't take the pain. Today was his last day and he is feeling major improvement. He doesn't have to wear sunglasses indoors anymore and he can even read and look at a computer screen now! The pain has majorly decreases and he looks vibrant. It's so exciting to see people improve and get their life back.

The fascinating news he told me though today was about aloe vera water. The doctors told his father that he had three weeks to live because he had 3 huge brain tumors and his ENTIRE body was riddled with melanoma. So his father started drinking aloe vera water and in a few months the tumors started to decrease in size. In a few years the tumors in his brain and body were completely gone. He even showed me the brain scans. It's unbelievable.  So anyone out there who has medical problems, interested in holistic health, has stomach issues, or just wants to look young (aloe keeps you young looking), check into buying aloe vera water. Just make sure it is NOT the whole plant. You only want juice made out of the flesh. 


Ahhh nice clean dressings. Getting it cleaned feels so good haha:




Day 33 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute

                         Day 33- 9/12/13

10:30 AM: Detox IV drip
  • These bags are tailored to the patients unique biochemistry which is determined by weekly blood tests.


Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain, high cortisol, low progesterone, etc)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in serverity over 10 years)-worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse

Do I feel any improvement in general?
My body is in kill mode, so right now I feel bad. Which is a good thing. I am very tired and have been sleeping a lot. I took a 4 hour nap after I got home from the center.

Thoughts:

Well I am very tired. I am very pleased that I am feeling sick though. Everyones bodies are so different and complex, so there's always a chance that my body may have not responded to this. I'm so glad it's wanting to kill and responding to all the treatment.

Even though I've had it for 10 years and have had a severe chronic case, my body is still taking to all of this. I think youth is on my side, so it just wants to bounce back.





Detox drip! The b vitamins make it pink:












Day 32 at Sponaugle Wellness Institute:

                            Day 32- 9/11/13


9 AM: Changed estrogen patches

10:15 AM: Upper Cervical Chiropractor

  • We looked at my x-ray post adjustment and I moved 2 degrees! My lower neck is now normal. So this is very exciting that my spine is adjusting easily. She didn't even need to do an adjustment today and gave me a special pillow that supports the neck and also helps create that natural curve in the neck. My neck does not have this curve, it actually is buckled forward.

NOON: Second bag of Kill drip. This was a higher dose.
  •  They gave me an extra bag of fluids and a glutathione push because I was feeling extra crappy. 
  • I feel flu-like, tired, sick, and over-electrified.

Symptoms        /  Worse, better, or same than yesterday?
Fatigue/exhausted- worse
Vertigo- same
Chronic migraine (literally has never stopped for over a year now)- worse
Brain fog- worse
Nausea - same
Ear pressure/pain/crackling- same
Knees swollen (Lymph nodes)- same
Muscle pain (everywhere)- worse
Joint pain (all of them)- worse
Stomach + intestines very bloated, sick feeling, acidic- worse
stiff painful neck- same
Insomnia- worse
Racing thoughts (caused by over-electrified brain, high cortisol, low progesterone, etc)-worse
Hallucinating colors (over-electrified brain)- worse
Depression-  worse
Anxiety- worse
When I stand up I black out and feel like I will faint (I've always had this and most likely from the babesia)- same
Weakness, can't stand for more than a few minutes, walking makes me out of breath (had this for a long time as well. Has come and gone in serverity over 10 years)- worse
Sore throat and raspy voice- same
Cough- same
Fever-like feelings- worse
Light and noise sensitivity ( have had this for a long time): worse



Kill drip!



Extra  bag of fluids  to make me feel better:




Glutathione push:


Braxton is this sweet little boy and he kept cutting things out of a brochure, giving it to me, and then would run away all excited. It was adorable:


He was drawing in my sketchbook. He drew a pizza with some interesting toppings. Pepperoni, a tree, and a squirrel.